some peoples feelings have no sense of time.

(best frannnns birthday bbq)

& might i say that 'marvins room' couldnt have come out at a more ironic time... bc i was contacted after about a year & a half. its crazy the directions life takes you & where you thought you'd be & what couldve been. hmm. but i couldnt be happier where iam right now in life... ok, i lied. i could be happier, but hey, this is where God wants me & wants me to be doing. so, i won't mess with that. a day late & a dollar short... let's keep it moving, boo. bc we have to.

in other news...

we're still getting better & better by the day <3

& closer, too. that's a great thing! &&&& ive managed to officially begin getting 'leach' out of my life. i can't wait until she's officially gone. & my sched. @ work is perrrrrfect this week :))) lets hope it stays that way! and i found out that all i have to do is pick my classes for next semester, nothing else :) yay!! schools getting easier & i cannot wait to start next semester bc i know how to manuver things better & NOT bite off more than i can chew bc that just leads to failure "( that's another thing: if i was to move back home, things would be a lot harder on me: economically, academically, & i'd end up bored bc its so small!

as bad as i miss it, i know its better for me here. especially academically & that's the most important part. maybe i'll end up there after i get my degree bc i can actually provide a stable life for myself with that, so we'll see what plans the BIG MAN upstairs has for a playa ;) i even had a little talk with my mommy about it & i do feel a little better about things :) well, im off to work! blahhhhh, hope i get cut @ midnight!