i should reallyyy watch my mouth.

went to pick up my check today. kat was sitting there with this new girl. well long story short: we were talking then "leach" (the girl i was talking about in my last entry) came up in convo. no one at work likes her, everyone talks about her including the managers. im not saying this to down her, EVERY word im saying is pure reality. well, the new girl seems to know leach & was like 'oh, people don't like her? whyy?' and ashley was like 'umm, bc she's an idiot.' kat laughs then i was like 'yeah, nobody likes her, everyone talks about her. she's a mess.' idk whyyyy i said anything. i really hope that new girl doesn't say anything or it doesn't come back at me in some way. i do nottt need the drama.oh well, ima just have to pray on that one.

but back to the new girl i mentioned. WARNING: please don't judge me by these next few sentences. iam a pretty humble, down to earth girl, but some of my thoughts on certain things may seem conceited, but it's just the way i feel.she's cute, this is true. (i may be wrong as wrong could be) however, i feel like at my job, im a pretty big deal. things i say, people hold onto. most of the staff think pretty well of me & i think its mainly bc when the GM has nothing but good to say about you & you're pretty much the favorite, everyone else seems to just fall in line. with that being said: (like any other new girl that's come & thought they were gonna be 'it') i have to non chalantly show her who runs things there & whose the 'it' girl at the end of the day. she can come in there with her big boobs & long hair, but that's all me. from the day i started, big boobs & big hair, that's brittany. i just started getting close to one of the new girls & we were just talking & she was like 'when i first started, i was like omg im gonna have problems with this black girl, she seems like she runs shit. but you're actually really nice!'

well, i just have to send that vibe on over to this new girl. i can do it. just so she knows. i know it sounds mean, but i have to protect my place "(

on a more positive note>>> i bought a new straightener! its about time bc i needed a new one! it's no CHI but it gets hot enough to make a difference in my hair. i love how comfortable im getting with my blog now, i just may be a blog a holic, hahahaa! but those of you who are following i wanna give yall a big special THANKS!!! :DD it's a great feeling when there's people who can relate to you with all the real stuff that... you can't say out loud <3

well, let me go be with my white zin & endless episodes of SVU before i have to go back to work tomorrow, yayy! ha!