foreground

ive come to the conclusion that i have some kind of self image problem & workin in a place like where i work has made it worst. im not sure im pretty. if that makes any sense. weird. idk. i know im not ugly but i dont think im pretty, but i think im cute. ?. anyways, im kind of rethinking this whole marriage thing. did i marry too soon? well, thats an obvious YES bc of our age, but was the marriage itself a mistake. i DO loe him, but i feel like i may be missing out on the life i should be living. but i may be completely wrong & this IS the life im meant to be living. i worry wayyy too much, veryyyy analytical & its starting to drive me nuts. plus, i dont feel like we love each other the way a husband&wife should. like both of us could love someone else way more than we love each other. like there's omeone else out there for us both. crazy shit, huh?